How did I get here? Let's look over the last six years or so and see what really led to this...
I am a man who gave you everything he could.  I never lied to you.  I worked my ass off to take care of you Savannah, and to give us a home.  I always listened to you and tried to do my best for you.  I believed your promises and what I was told and gave up everything, changed my entire world around more than once, just to be with you.  I adored and worshiped you.
And what happened?  I got cheated on - repeatedly - lied to - over and over again.  I have been criticized and demonized to people I haven't met, and disrespected by lowlife pieces of crap that have no morals and are willing to take the chance of coming after my wife.  I have suffered indignities over and over again as you worked to get me to stop loving you.  All of this after you got me to fall in love with you in the first place.
Why cause me all this pain?  Why hurt someone who has done NOTHING but show you time and again how much they love you?  I never beat you, or put you down.  I may have said one or two things out of turn when I was frustrated over the course of our relationship, but never to the degree that you have done to me.  Nowhere even close.  You have been downright mean to me on more than one occasion, and if we are being completely honest here (and I am), have done more than enough to deserve the same treatment I've been given.  You attack me verbally and physically, and you get a pass. I kick a dresser out of frustration when all I wanted was to hold my wife and I get this?  More lies and and a criminal charge?
Seriously - what the fuck?  
Then, like always, I forgive and do my best to express how I feel for you, and I get nastiness from you in return?  What good does that serve?  Does it make you feel good to hurt someone who has only tried their best to show you love?  I rubbed your back every night...touched you until you fell asleep. I lived to see your smile, and that of my daughter.
And then you go online, and complain about...what?  I"m a bad guy because I don't want to be cheated on and lied to?  In that end that was all it was.  